Screaming, but no one hears. Falling apart, but no one notices. No one will ever care until something bad happens. It’s too sad, seeing yourself in front of the mirror and looking tired and dead, like you never existed. You’ve done enough, but for them it’s not good. Of all the people I know, I didn’t expect them to be the one who will never believe in my abilities, in my talents, in myself.
I can’t be this sad for my whole life. I know I am enough, and I know that there are still people out there, like my family and some of my friends, who always believe in me and always proud of what I have done. Who don’t mind all of the mistakes and excuses and disappointments I’ve made.
No matter what happens, no matter what this cruel world can do to break me, no matter how much pain will demand to be felt, no matter how people can be too judgmental, I know God will always be here with me, will stay by my side, and will listen to me because He’s always been my sanctuary, my refuge, my best friend, my all. I’m too blessed, I know. And I won’t let these little things change what I believe in.
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